Do they see me in their dreams?
Like they show up in mine night after night?
Maybe faint memories?
I've exhausted all hope of making things right
When I wake up
I'm reaching for one of the three of them
I dreamt we were all still in love
But I know I'll let them down again
You were so great
You really lit up the stage
Would you like to have one more dance with me?
What tears you down
Comes back around
And the ride home is so exhausting
It's one and two and three and four
The girl of my dreams, I fucked over
Seems I'm dreaming differently each night.
What tears you down comes back around
I really was the monster each time
Do they miss my embrace
The way they've haunted my dreams
Maybe in this place
They are so much stronger than me
Loathsome me, reaching for the world
It's so exhausting
yearning for a different girl
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