why sleep when you could write some songs about how you fucked up when you were young? we all had one that got away. these feet are dragging against broken concrete, I've been recalling my most misguided feats. I let my demons keep my soul at bay.
do you remember the ledge with Kaitlin & Jason?
overlooking speckled water through a chain link fence
do you remember the photos? do you remember what I said?
I don't have the slightest clue but you can rest assured that I meant it.
lips out there I never knew
I was drenched in crimson
I couldn't know what I was missing.
I'm dancing with a flower, I want to know more about her. I've got too many holes inside of me.
Track Name: Eugene, Eugene!
I'm sure you know the feeling. The asphalt under your feet is dry. You've got a feeling underneath this faulty orange sky.
It's not just being here, it's wondering if we'll ever get away. It's so unlikely that I'd even last another day. Your smile is different here, those words were meant for someone else. I'm avoiding eye contact, I'm torturing myself.
I haven't moved in so many years (have you noticed me?). There's no smile I haven't seen here (noticed me smiling?). I'm just doing my best to hide the affection for you in my eyes (please don't notice me.). If I'm bothering you, I'll never speak again.
I yearn for a place under my covers, it's so cold out in the real world. I'd be devastated if you noticed me here. I can't last like i thought I could. I want to go home now.
Street lamps are a constant fixture here, hopeless hideout in this car. Empty and incomplete, I can't go home, I stay here. I want to go home now. Can I go home now?